Monday, 3 April 2017

MIND OF A CROOKED TEENAGER

Hi guys , it’s the beginning of yet another holiday, thank god , it’s the end of term two, 2017 , can you imagine! , days are flying by, but not so fast, I want to be an adult , where I will have my independence. How I long for the day I will have my own money , house  and just freedom to do what I want. It’s coming , I believe very soon, but remember, am only 15.

The holidays , what am I to do?, I have a whole day to myself, today is Sunday the 3rd of April . we closed school on Friday the 1st of April. Was really looking forward to this holiday, now that it is within me , I don’t know what to do with it. But I must have a plan on how am going to spend the days , but  first , I will ask my parents tomorrow , Monday , if they have any plan for me, thereafter I can then , have a clear cut plan for the holiday.

But first things first, could we review the school term as it was. My term in school , that is Melvin Jones Lions Academy , was really very interesting. My academy life  was very challenging , I really dropped in my performance. Before I used to be top 20 in class, but for the last two terms in grade 9 , was not good. In first term I was position  24, while in the second term I become position 26. What really went wrong , am not sure , but I can guess. First , I got crazy friends to start with. There is this companion friend of mine, who is never keen on studies, he loves using computers and play stations, he introduced me into this habit , and I guess am hooked. Most of the weekends , we are either together at their house or mine busy playing computer games. In school , I have been distracted so much by the girls. I really don’t get enough of them. The bottom line is that the adolescent crisis is really on me. HELP , is needed here. were it not for sports in school , I guess I could have run away from these boring studies. 

In my social life , I have not also performed well. I have been more of a follower than a leader. I have a number of friends , who have been keen to mislead me into temptations. The temptations ranges from the girls , to drug using and generally being mischievous. My class know me , as a naughty person , as I get involved with bad boys of our class. Anyway , we have a very strict class teacher , and I guess , this has helped us to shape up. I have been chasing this good looking girl , but am yet to be lucky. Other hyena boys seem to catch her eye more than me, I will keep trying maybe come next term , I may be good to go. In sports , I was lucky to join the school soccer team, I will try to keep the first team place by practicing very hard.

My intention , is to be sober  and on top of my game. I want to be  a master of my own destiny. I do not want  to be a follower but a leader in my own rights. Am told that , this is the best time to plan about my future, I intend to do so. Regardless of the distracters amongst us ,I will strive to follow a straight path, lay down my plan and follow it. i want to develop a strong personality.

Talk later


Zeki

No comments:

Post a Comment

Fool's Gold

An old miser lived in a house with a garden. The miser hid his gold coins in a pit under some stones in the garden. Every day, before going...